CHASTE FANTASIES
Fantasies of a submissive Finnish fanboy who feels like a fangirl. Into kinky things, sci-fi, feminism and other intellectual stuff.
If you're a prodomme looking for your next meal ticket, kindly fuck off. Also, I will not send a photo of myself to anyone. Outer appearances are irrelevant and often misleading.
Even though I like to express my femininity it doesn't make me a sissy, or automatically mean I want to suck cocks of every illiterate lowbrow swinging them about.
I have issues with masculinity and I want to have as little to do with as possible. I hate my birth gender and I find erotic misandry extremely arousing.
I see being a male and being a man as two completely different things. Being male is a biological fact, but being a man is a sociological construct. I refuse to be one even know I can never be a woman.
I worship women and femininity, more than anything else in this world. I feel women are superior to men in every way imaginable. I firmly believe the world would be a better place if it was run by women.
I adore lesbian women, partly because their existence reminds me of my own worthlessness. I feel heterosexual intercourse demeans women and that true love can be found only between women.
I have zero tolerance towards misogyny. If your blog contains too many hard cocks, violence towards and degradation of women don't be surprised if I block your ass.
I am 100% impotent due to type one Diabetes. I look fit and all but down there I am limp as a noodle. Therefore I refer to my male appendix as a clit.
However, my impotence doesn't mean a lack of a libido or an inability to cum. In fact pulling my limp clit is the only way I truly feel alive.
If I notice you reblogging my posts with the caption removed, especially if they are longer pieces, there is a good chance I will block your ass in that case as well.
Yes, this is site for porn, and some of you may not be into longer text posts. If that is the case, ignore them or unfollow me. Or steal the image and post it as your own, if you want.
But don't go around thinking: "That photo is so hot, but not that text crap with it, so I'll remove it". Because that text crap may something someone has put a lot of time, effort and love in.
By removing it, you're basically saying you think it's worthless, and let's face it, that's a pretty shitty thing to do.
If you want to know even more about me as a person, please visit my blog at: https://chastediary.blogspot.com
That was beautifully written simonebee. I think what you wrote is very true. In my experience you start to become scared of penetrating the pussy. You (the reader) already know that you cannot sexually satisfy her with your inadequate penis, so why even try?
So why don’t you start to think of your cage as your girlfriend, who’s always maintaining a tight, embracing and protecting grip on your baby penis.
If you are in a relationship, the only way you can truely satisfy her is by going down on her with your tongue and encouraging her to fantasise about that guy from work. Maybe one day, instead of pretending, she may take the chance and happily give you another man’s creampie to swallow.
SimoneBee
Thank you for your kind words. They meant a lot to me. :-)
As far as penetration goes, I must say it is something I have never actually understood. This is due to the fact I started losing the ability to become erect in my thirties, way before I my first girlfriend finally managed to take my cherry.
Many times fellow subs have asked me on-line: "But don't you miss fucking?" I usually reply: "Do you miss being on Mars?" How could I miss something I have never had?
I have had normal penetrative sex a few times, but I have to admit I've never felt it's something I should be doing. It's what grown-ups and real men and women do. So, in other words, I have been scared of fucking all my life.
I feel the most I could hope for, sexually speaking, would be to find a woman who would allow me to pleasure her orally whenever she so wishes, and if she feels I have earned it, to masturbate or edge while she observes. Whether I would be allowed to actually cum would be totally up to her.
I am, however, very bad at "selling myself" to the fairer gender. I am not that bad to look at, but I feel I don't have a right to approach women. After all, I have so little to offer, and my sexual tastes are too peculiar. I am painfully aware I am inadequate sexually, and unable to satisfy women, so why even try?
If there are people reading this who are at this point curious what has made me the way I am, or makes me tick, here are a few of my blog posts that shed light on the matter:
https://chastediary.blogspot.com/2019/04/2042019.html
https://chastediary.blogspot.com/2017/10/25102017.html
https://chastediary.blogspot.com/2014_12_03_archive.html
An interesting way to look at it, but yes, I thinks it does work like that. At least with me it does, even though I do my chastity alone.
I have on many occasions ended up explaining the mechanics behind prolonged chastity to baffled people on-line, and I have said that the longer you deny yourself, the more the thought of starting to cum normally stats to to feel strange and unnatural, even frightening.
Or, as a real life female friend who I have confided to about my weird fetish once said, after I pondered whether I will stop my chastity after some big milestone: "I think you will go on. Continuing is the safe thing to do, and you have always wanted to play it safe. I know you too well."